I can understand why you are conflicted. In this every changing world of acronyms and political correctness, a lot of things can be confusing about sexuality.
You say that the image of sex with another man disgusts you so you are probably not gay. The word homosexual means attracted, whether romantically or sexually, to members of the same sex.
That being said, only you can really decide what you really are and who you choose to be. Don't be afraid of society's labels because at the end of the day you are the one who has to live with yourself.
Your conflict is probably one that is prompted by external influences because you have already acknowledged what you are attracted to.
You know what you want. I would definitely say that you should read up some more on the subject. Information is power.
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